working at NYGH Popular bookstore isn't really bad thing.
lunching alone in a school canteen isn't really a bad thing.

wonder why?

minus the fact that eating in the school canteen saves me alot of trouble and MONEY..

and despite the fact that it makes me feel old, it brings back tons of precious memories.
of secondary school days, or JC days, which have long gone.
the innocence, the ignorance, the foolishness, the bliss.
the days when we don't have so many things to worry or think about.

the fun i had doing purely stupid things with my friends back then can't be relived but cherished.
whenever i walk past the track, the courts, reminds me of track&field days & PE days!
oh my goodness how long haven't i had PE lessons! i long for those days again.

or the preparations the girls make for their Open House today (saturday) makes me yearn for my council days! the days where we had meetings till late in the night, sometimes coming to a good conclusion, sometimes coming to nothing yet eventually able to make an event successful.
the classic cheers the council does after every debrief after every successful event.

or how we always get high ourselves cheering at major sports events while facing the whole crowd of sianded SA peeps who refused to/reluctantly cheer with us.

AHHHH I REALLY MISS IT ):
can i turn back the clock, please?

today's supposedly my last day of work but because they need people to help out next thurs & fri, i'll be working then as well. feeling of nostalgia. bittersweet.

looking at the current state of China after the quake, or happenings that has happened in my life and others, my mum constantly reminds me to not take life for granted, to treasure and cherish the good friends around me. which i really do. but then again, when people don't reciprocate the same to you, sometimes it just makes you feel like all you've done to keep the friendship going strong or all you've done to make your friend realise that you do cherish such a friend, all comes to nothing. is your effort always worth it? i wonder now.

what i ask for is for you to be honest with me. is that very difficult?

but of course, im glad i've a bunch of friends whom i know i can trust & cherish me the same way i do to them. and i appreciate it alot.